Suicide Letter.

As I sit here at the table
and write this note to you
I get this pistol ready
for what I'm about to do
I've come to the conclusion
this life is not for me
there must be something better
where my soul will be set free
I can't blame this world
for what I'm going through
and even if I could
what would that really do
so I thought I'd let you know
I've had all I can take
the demons I fight daily
just won't give me any breaks
You can say that I'm a coward
and that just might be so
but if you felt the pain I feel
you would've gave up long ago
so I pull back on the hammer
with the barrel in my mouth
then I slowly pull the trigger
and all the lights go out