Suicide Note.

As I sit here at the table

and write this note to you

I get this pistol ready

for what I'm about to do

I've come to the conclusion

this life is not for me

there must be something better

where my soul will be set free

I can't blame this world

for what I'm going through

and even if I could

what would that really do

so I thought I'd let you know

I've had all I can take

the demons I fight daily

just won't give me any breaks

You can say that I'm a coward

and that just might be so

but if you felt the pain I feel

you would've gave up long ago

so I pull back on the hammer

with the barrel in my mouth

then I slowly pull the trigger

and all the lights go out