Daddy You Promised Me You Wouldnt Leave...

I'm trying to live life without regrets,
but then i think of you never the less,
I can't believe you left me,
Inside I'm screaming.

You mattered so much to me,
now my heart hurts,
and I feel dead every day,
on earth I want to stay.

I don't know if I can bare,
life's evil curse,
I'm slowly dying now,
its time to say good-bye.

It's good-night,
and all my problems do not subside,
Captivaited by an emotional twist,
I want to be in restful bliss.

You promise me since I was alive,
that you would never walk out,
you would never leave me behind.

But now your gone,
and not much of me is left,
I can't cope,
My progress decreaes.

I feel as if you left me in the pouring rain,
to rot and never live again,
those hurtful words you said,
a drunken man's words leaves a teenage heart dead.

The pain swallows me,
and eats me alive,
and I strive and I strive,
But I can't break free from all misery.

I need you daddy,
can't you see?

I don't act like you get the best of me,
But its true,
you do,
and it hurts so much.

I can't even begin to explain all my pain,
Some Dad you are,
pathetic.

You left me,
You hurt me,
You Killed me.

and thats NOT okay.