Why I Cry.

...THIS IS WHY I CRY...

If i say that your lies dont matter to me anymore,
and i know deep inside that they dont,
then why dose it hurt so bad?

Why do i spend endless night's,
crying over promises broken,
and why can't i stop bleeding?

I should be able,
to easily let you go,
and when it come to the question why,
i truley,honestly dont know,

Mabey,
its beacuse deep inside i do care,
that i long for you to be here,
and that's what makes me cry,

The fact that you dont care,
The fact that your not there,
and the way you just left me here,
with so much left to fear,

The way you just ignore me,
The way you just cant see,
the emtyness you left me with,
the promises you forget,
and that's what makes me cry,

The tear's
The lie's,
the endless question why,

The scars on my wrist's
and every year of my life you've missed,
and what hurts the most,
is the fact that you dont know,

You dont know how much it hurt's me,
you dont know every time i say im okay,
it's a lie,

and the simple fact,
that even though you say you love me,
deep inside i know you dont ,
and that's
what makes me cry,